I'm such an idiot! wanna know why? .... here's why; last year I was a sunior in middle school, there was this really cute guy who studied with me. I had SUCH a crush on him and for the entire year I couldn't tell him how I feel. at first I was denying my feelings towards him but now, "the beginning of high school" I had this makeover done and I was planning on telling him. but through my little sister "Kim" who is my best friend also, told me that everyone in my old school knows about it and so does everyone in my new high school thanks to this "bitch" that everyone calls "the mouth" she's the girl that spreds rumors about crushes and stuff like that. now I'm so angry rather embarrased that the guy knows about it. you wanna know why it's a big deal to me? here's why; do you guys know that quiet girl from school, the one who doesn't speak until spoken to, the one with the good grades and funny personality. that's me, the girl who never, i repeat, NEVER had a boyfriend or even talked to someone hse liked before! I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do, how can i get out of this without getting hurt? am I the butt of their jokes? I hate my life right now.